Torn Apart

I feel torn apart...
My life seems hopeless...
just like when my mother died few years ago...
I felt alone in this crowded world..
I felt disoriented to face my future...
All things I do,
all things I think,
everything I plan
are all for us...

I feel numb...
it seems to be impossible to continue...
to go on...
they all disappear...
everything disappears...